Saturday, June 9, 2012

The price we pay for love


Al Mumit - The Taker of Life
Bismillah.

"The pain of grief is just as much part of life as the joy of love: it is perhaps the price we pay for love, the cost of commitment. To ignore this fact, or to pretend that it is not so, is to put on emotional blinkers which leave us unprepared for the losses that will inevitable occur in our own lives and unprepared to help others to cope with losses in theirs."
- Dr. Collin Murray Parkes 

Edda and I have been best buddies since we were 17. Just a couple of years ago she lost her mother whom she had cared for like a baby. She bathed her, fed her, dressed her up...you name it. This she did for many years right until her last day. Last night, Edda lost her father. Pak Haji Jafry was a man of few words and because of that I cherished my conversations with him although I could only do that just about twice a year. Still, I have gathered enough evidence that he was a man blessed with karamah. Outwardly, he looked ordinary, spent his days riding bicycle to musolla five times a day and didn't mingle unnecessarily. I shall remember him as one of those whose du'a meant a great deal to me; one who made special prayers for me three nights in a row just so that I would do well in my exams, a favor I didn't ask yet he did voluntarily. [Oh, I've just been told that he had refused to go to hospital because he said he would die in two days' time. And he was right!]

Yesterday, young Shafiq died after saving his friend from drowning. A very obedient son he was, he never  bothered to swim because his mother wouldn't let him. So yesterday at a picnic with his college mates, as usual he just sat on the river bank, until a friend called out for help. Help he did and both came onto dry land before Shafiq slipped and fell to his death into a waterfall. 

Shafiq was everything to his mother Mak Na, a widow who sells curry puffs for a living. Whenever Mak Na sees my mother she'd say: "I'm exhausted but when I think of my son, I become really strong again. I can't wait for him to graduate and work. Our life will change for the better." This has been on her lips ever since Shafiq entered college. Yesterday, Mak Na's dreams came to an abrupt end. But we all know she should be proud that Shafiq has died a savior and possibly a martyr. In all likelihood God has given Mak Na a much better reward than anything she might have wished from her obedient son.

Al Fatihah.
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The quote by Dr. Parkes is from his book, 'Bereavement: Studies of Grief in Adult Life'.
Pic credit: Bro. Hamid Iqbal Khan http://www.redbubble.com/people/hamidsart 

2 comments:

  1. Al Fatihah..

    Salam kak ezza,
    ain pun pernah kehilangan insan tersayang. Arwah abang meninggal setahun yang lepas..kemalangan jalan raya. Lama ain bersedih sampaikan arwah abang datang dlm mimpi ain..Dia suruh ain teruskan hidup dan jgn bersedih. Lepas kejadian tu, ain mulakan hidup baru. Setiap kali ain sedih,ain baca al fatihah dgn yaasin utk arwah abg. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..ameen.

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  2. Salam Ain,

    Daripada tulisan Ain saya dapat rasa betapa mesra dan manja hubungan Ain dengan arwah abang Ain.
    Memang perpisahan itu sangat memilukan.
    Semoga ruh arwah abang Ain ditempatkan di kalangan ahli syurga.
    Ameen.

    Kak Ezza

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